March 2012
Ugh, it was one of those days.
It’s days like these that make me wish I never met you because it’s just so hard to deal with thinking about you still, even after all of this time.
You think you’re doing okay for awhile, and then one stupid thing triggers all of these emotions…
I hate relapses.
lubinakim:
It’s ridiculous the amount of time I can just sit there thinking, wondering, worrying about a certain someone. How are you doing? Are you happy? How’s your family? How are you doing in school? How’s life? And do you think about me at all? Because if you did, maybe it would justify the countless amounts of hours and days I think about you.
I WILL get into UCLA and in the end, all of this stupid bullshit will not matter anymore and it will be worth it.
Tomorrow marks the first day of March. Let the college acceptances roll on in.
BRING IT.
February 2012
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yanrwtb:
If it still hurts, you still care.
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I hate those "I don't smoke, I don't drink, blah...
babysteezy:
Okay, you don’t smoke, you don’t drink, you don’t party, you don’t have sex, you don’t get crazy, and so what? Do you want an award for that or something?
I admit it: I’ve smoked, I do drink, I’ve had sex, I’ve partied, I’ve gone out, but that doesn’t mean I don’t respect myself, and it doesn’t mean I’m a bad person either.
Just because people choose to do those things doesn’t make...
Aunt: How do you guys now say “Let’s hang out” in your cool lingo?
Me: Uhh… we still say “Let’s hang out.” I guess we say “Let’s kick it” too.
Aunt: Don’t you guys say “Let’s swag!” or something like that?
The way she said it…
I almost died from laughing so hard.
Content.
Not particularly happy with life. But not dying of depression either. I guess you can say I’m just content?
Don’t get me wrong, I have a lot of things I should be happy and thankful for and I do appreciate every single one of those things.
But every day, it’s almost like there’s no motivation to do anything. Most of the time, it’s a struggle to get up. The routine...
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“Strange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best, like an...”
– Lemony Snicket (via danmaru)
Going to give up rice for 40 days for Lent.
Watch me lose weight in the process LOL.
@t0kl @toddw-ng @oiitswilliamyang
It kinda saddens me that you three are always the same people who like or reblog all of my depressing posts LOL.
Although I NEVER go on your profile, just seeing your name on my News Feed on Facebook still gets to me a little bit.
Hearing someone say your name stings still, and saying it aloud is like a little jab to the heart for me.
Although I’ve overcome the worse, I still have a long way to go.
toddw-ng:
Once you’ve had a taste of the best, everything else tastes like shit.
wthellmichelle:
It’s almost disgusting trying to forget someone you love, especially if the relationship was a one person putting in all the effort type of thing, that person being you. It’s almost as if you give them so much of yourself for a unexpected heartbreak in return. Or maybe you knew that it was coming, but you were too weak to stop yourself from loving them, and then you put yourself...
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I think one of the reasons why I post so many pictures on Facebook is to prove to not only you, but to myself that I’m doing fine without you. The happy pictures show me and the rest of the world that I am doing okay, that I can be happy without you in my life, even though at times that is not the case.
I’m fine without you.
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toddw-ng:
I wish I didn’t think of you anymore. A little part of me wishes that I’d never met you just so I don’t have to feel this way every fucking day.
”That’s what I hate about breaking up. I love his family and friends, they’re like a second family to me. But I feel like it’s inappropriate to remain in close contact with each other or it’s disrespectful to him if I were to still be in touch with his family. And not only do you have to separate yourself from them, it feels like they hate you, even if they...
I posted on Facebook that everyone should go visit me at work since I’m working until closing.
Instead of seeing the usual faces, my ex’s sister stops by to visit…
Just a tad awkward.
I was never extremely close to his sister, but seeing her for the first time in almost 7 months made me realize just how much I miss that entire family.
I’m getting that stupid...
Boy has a girlfriend…
Major BLUEBALLED.
Why the hell were you flirting with me then?
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Candle Flames
alyssuuhhhh:
I like to look at the candle flames before they start to scare me.
I like to look at the shapes they make as they spin and then beware me.
I like to look at the shadows play like dancing feathered birds.
I like to look at the shadows play and make shape of their words.
I like to look at the shadows play before I’m filled with doubt.
I like to look at the shadows play but then,...
Watchahhahhalexiss365:
Day 45
February 14, 2012
HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!
Went to Tutti Fruitti after school to get yogurt. On our way back, Brenda and I witnessed a car crash into this small truck right before our eyes and the truck tipped over. We were shitting bricks.
Headed to Connor’s house again after school and just hung out until PC Practice. Made this cute little video to celebrate...
t0kl:
uehc-eilrahc:
I tried finding you in other suits, different skins, but nothing came up. I realized what I was doing was wrong , searching for another you when I should’ve been waiting patiently for a stranger, something new to come along. Yet I continuously seeked for a you that didn’t exist. I got so used to your presence, I forgot the times I was able to handle everything on my own...
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I’m hungry every two hours. I’m always eating. But my food intake is not that big every time I eat.
But when it’s “that time of month,” I’m hungry every two hours, I’m always eating, and you can’t even fathom the amount of food I consume. Not to mention that it is all unhealthy too.
Today I ate two egg sandwiches, six honey barbecue wings, with...
Being friends with your ex.
lalalydialee:
jayeee-c:
To me, if an ex is able to stay friends with you after a breakup, it tells you that when you guys were together, they actually liked you for you, and that being with you was just a way to get to know you better. They’re a keeper if they can look past the awkwardness of the fact you guys had a thing, and be friends just like before.
But I guess that’s not the case, is...
Your dreams are the product of unfulfilled wishes and desires.
So why are you still in my dreams? Stay out.
