You know what I'm scared of? That one day you'll wake up and think that I'm not as great as you thought I was. That one day you'll wake up and find that I'm not as pretty as before. That one day you'll wake up and find that you don't love me as much as you use to.
for the longest time, my best friend mentioned a guy, who she described as perfect for me. straight A’s. super smart. captain of the cross country team. incredibly sweet. and most importantly, filipino. LOL. she constantly mentioned him and i was somewhat interested. but he was a senior and why would a senior be interested in an incoming sophomore? so i kinda forgot about him and let go. besides, i was talking to someone at that time anyway.
on this day, while speaking on the phone with the guy i liked at the time, and texting my best friend, i received a text from her saying "Hi Alexis! This is Alyssa’s friend, Richard =]" even though, i was talking on the phone with someone i was really interested in, i payed more attention and got more excited from the texts i was receiving from richard. and for a moment, i had this weird gut feeling that something would happen between me and him. thinking i was crazy, i just brushed it off. again.
but then we began talking through myspace and aim. 24/7. and we started liking each other. and a bunch of complications happened along the way. but that’s another story (;
so exactly a year from when he first texted me, we’re heading 9 months, and more in love than ever (:
we watched richard baby on tv in the philippines! LOL. on a game show called WOWOWEE where they played a game called hep hep horray! freaking amazing :D
anyways, he has two younger cousins. ralphie and reinard. and they seem to like me and know me well cause i always see them. and his older cousin justin who just graduated.
idk what was going on in ralphie and reinard’s heads but they were trying to convince me and justin that we make a good “match” even though they know i’m with their kuya richard and that their brother has a girlfriend. LOLOL.
met sunbae for the first time in a bajillion years! FINALLY! :D all we did was talk about feelings and life and just everything. it was nice. walked around and took the wrong bus around the freaking city. FAIL. finally made it to diamond plaza. argued for 2 hours about talking pictures. apparently has a phobia of it. like seriously HATES pictures. wouldn’t even walk into cue without me forcing him to. finally took a picture with me, NOT IN CUE -_______-, under the condition that i show no one. what a baby. LOL.
omg wtf is up with this show now? i watched a marathon this whole weekend. used to like it when lauren conrad was in it. and heidi wasn’t an idiot with spencer. and before whitney moved to new york. before kristin cavallari became the lead. god she is a bitch. no class at all. why did lauren’s rival take over the show? it sucks now without lauren. just saying.
clarissa’s party was fun. even though there weren’t as many people as we expected, it was an awesome night. danced. sang karaoke. night swam. thought roger how to swim ;D and her dad even gave the remaining of us wine. LMAO. not a lot though!
so i’m making conversation with my older half brother for the first time through facebook. it’s… different. despite our parents intense and complicated history, i’m glad he’s making an effort to talk to me.
never read any of the books. which i regret. and i only watched the last movie that came out. when i went with my friends, they were all crying when dumbledore died. i looked at them and was like, “omg wtf is wrong with you guys?” they yelled at me saying i didn’t understand.