Filipino. 19. April 23. SoCal, 626.
Hopeless Romantic yet Realist.
Pitch Perfect - Aca-Inappropriate Version
HOW HAVE I NEVER SEEN THIS?
PITCH PERFECT JUST GOT BETTER. I DIDN’T THAT WAS POSSIBLE
once i had a breakdown and cried into my pillow and this happened and i feel like this is an accurate representation of my current mental state
As much as I’m looking forward to not having to stress about school, not having to stay up until 6 in the morning studying, not living off of disgusting dining hall food, and seeing my family, the idea of summer isn’t that appealing to me anymore.
I remember last quarter when all I wanted more than anything was for summer to come because that quarter was probably the worst, hardest, most emotionally draining two months of my life.
But now that things are looking up, I have made and become so close to the greatest friends I could ever ask for, and life is all in all amazing, I don’t want summer to come. I want to stay in San Diego.
I love my friends back home, don’t get me wrong. They know me on a whole new level than the ones I’ve made here. They say me grow up and accepted me when I was awkward and weird and have been there for me through everything.
But the ones I’ve made in college just understand it all. In the short 8 months we’ve spent together, you learn everyone’s life story, their likes and dislikes, their annoying habits, everything. They’re there with you at 5 in the morning when you’re crying over a boy, when you’re trying to figure out your future and the rest of your life, when you are cracked out on vyvanse studying until the wee hours of the morning, and even when you’re blacked out because you had way too much to drink. They live with you, they know you better than anyone else. They experienced the transition from high school to college with you and undergone the same experiences you did changing and growing as a person because of the transition.
Then there’s that one person who just came into my life unexpectedly. For someone I just barely met, we got close instantly. I like the company he gives, and spending time with him is always fun. I’m scared out of my mind, but whatever this is, I don’t want to end it because it makes me happy, but what happens when 8 hour distance gets in the way? Do we continue whatever this is over the summer? Do we take a break and leave right where we left off once school starts?
I know it’s just summer, and it’s only 3 months. But 3 months is still a pretty long time. I’m going from living with my best friends, to all of us being spread across the United States and even in different countries. As if we didn’t have enough separation anxiety.
Couldn’t we just all stay here in San Diego and party and all be together without having to worry about school and life?
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Shit just got real. ONE MORE DAY UNTIL SUNGOD. #sungod #ucsd #itshappening